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I'vE LeaRNeD THaT, SoMeTiMeS WoRDs NeeD To Be SpoKEn AnD TeaRS SheD In OrDeR To MoVe On. In ThiS LiFe EveRyThiNG HuRT AnD WHaT DoeSN't HuRT, DoeSN't WoRK AnD MosT Of aLL, ThE GReaTEsT JouRNeY WhiCH I HaD eNCounTeReD Is.. ThE DiSTaNCe BeTWeeN TWo PeoPLe. I SweAR.. I WiLL Be WHoLE aGaiN AnD It WiLL TaKe SoMe TiMe..

I'm NoT CoMPLeTeLy HeaLeD, BuT I'm On ThE RoaD To ReCoVeRy.

DeaR GoD.. I FinD It VeRy TouGH AnD I CaN't BReaTHe PRoPeRLy NoWaDaYS, PLeaSE Do Me A FaVOuR.. GiVe Me STRenGHT To HoLD On.







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words n emotions







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SaMe MiSTaKe

saw the world turning in my sheets
and once again i cannot sleep
walk out the door and up the street
look at the stars beneath my feet
remember rights that i did wrong
so here i go
hello.. hello
there is no plave i cannot go
my mind is muddy
but my heart is heavy
does it show?
i lose the track that loses me
so here i go

and so i sent some men to fight
and one came back at dead of night
said he'd seen my enemy
said he looked just like me
so i set out to cut myself
and here i go

i'm not calling for a second chance
i'm screaming at the top of my voice
give me reason but don't give me choice
'cause i'll just make the same mistake again

and maybe someday we will meet
and maybe talk and not just speak
don't buy promises 'cause
there are no promises i keep
and my reflection troubles me
so here i go

i'm not calling for a second chance
i'm screaming at the top of my voice
give me reason but don't give choice
'cause i'll just make the same mistake

i'm not calling for a second chance
i'm screaming at the top of my voice
give me reason but don't give me choice
'cause i'll just make the same mistake again

saw the world turning in my sheets
and once again i cannot sleep
walk out the door and up the street
look at the stars
look at the stars fall down
and wonder..
where did i go wrong






LoVe YoU 'TiLL ThE EnD

i just want to see you
when you're all alone
i just want to catch you if i can
i just want to be there
when the morning light explodes
on your face it radiates
i can't escape
i love you 'till the end

i just want to tell you nothing
you don't want to hear
all i want is for you to say
why don't you just take me
where i've never been before
i know you want to hear me
catch my breath
i love you 'till the end
i love you 'till the end

i love you 'till the end
i love you 'till the end

i just want to be there
when we're caught in the rain
i just want to see you laugh not cry
i just want to feel you
when the night puts on its cloak
i'm lost for words don't tell me
'cause all i can say
i love you 'till the end
i love you 'till the end

i love you 'till the end
i love you 'till the end

i love you 'till the end

all i can say
i love you 'till the end
i love you 'till the end

i love you 'till the end

is all i can say
i love 'till the end
i love you 'till the end

i love you 'till the end







ReWiND

pickin up the pieces
of the wreck you went and left
and i'm dealing with dilemmas
in my not-so-stressful-life
and i'm drinking stronger spirits
i made my home here on the floor
and i'm losing all ambition
i'm a ghost

and i'm going all out
and i'm thinking you're just as bad

no sleeping at night
but i'm going from bar to bar
why can't we just rewind
why can't we just rewind
why can't we just rewind

oh remember at 16
oh the crazy drunken night we had
when i kissed you in the hallway
then i took you straight to bed

well 2 years on
and i'm still that same boy i was

no sleeping at night
but i'm going from bar to bar
why can't we just rewind
why can't we just rewind
why can't we just rewind oh..

no sleeping at night
but i'm going from bar to bar
why can't we just rewind
why can't we just rewind
why can't we just rewind

you might blame it on me
but you persisted that we fold
wiped your hands of me
and said you needed more, more, more

and i'm not sleeping at night
but i'm going from bar to bar
why can't we just rewind
why can't we just rewind
why can't we just rewind oh..

and i'm not sleeping at night
but i'm going from bar to bar
why can't we just rewind
why can't we just rewind
why can't we just rewind oh..

can't we just rewind






EveRyTHiNG We HaD
you were the only face i'd ever known
i was the light from the lamp on the door
and only as bright as you wanted me to be
but i am no gentleman
i can be a prick
and i do regret more than i admit
you have been followed
back to the same place
i sat with you drink for a drink
take the pain out of love then love won't exist

everything we had
everything we had
everything we had
everything we had is no longer there

it was only plave i'd never known
turned off the light on my way out the door
i will be watching wherever you go
through the eyes of a fly on the wall
you have been followed
back to the same place
i sat with you drink for drink
take the pain out of love and then love won't exist

everything we had
everything we had
everything we had
everything we had is no longer there
longer there..

you saw for yourself
the way it played out
for you i am blinded
for you i am blinded
for you..

i am no gentlemen
i can be a prick
and i do regret more than i admit
you have been followed
back to the same place
i sat with you drink for drink
take the pain out of love then love won't exist

everything we had
everything we had
everything had
everything we had
everything we had
everything we had
everything we had

i will be watching wherever you go
through the eyes of a fly on the wall






LaST TRaIN HoMe
you haven't changed
stand in the light
i need you
uncover my eyes

the tears coming down
making lines on your face
one for each year now
that you've been away

we were only kids
we ran like water
your dad said
stay away from my daughter
the sun was coming down when i said
can't you just believe?

and if you wait for me
i'll be light in the dark if you lose your way
and if you wait for me
i'll be your voice when you don't know what to say
i'll be your shelter
i'll be your fate
i'll be forever
wait for me

i'll be the last train
i'll be the last train home

you were a storm
it blew us away
i wouldn't leave you
but you couldn't stay

we we only kids
we ran like water
your dad said
stay away from my daughter
the sun was coming down when i said
can't you just believe?

and if you wait for me
i'll be light in the dark if you lose your way
and if you wait for me
i'll be your voice when you don't know what to say
i'll be your shelter
i'll be your fate
i'll be forever
wait for me

i'll be the last train
i'll be the last train home

we we only kids
we ran like water
your dad said
stay away from my daughter
the sun was coming down when i said
can't you just believe?

and if you wait for me
i'll be light in the dark if you lose your way
and if you wait for me
i'll be your voice when you don't know what to say
i'll be your shelter
i'll be your fate
i'll be forever
wait for me

i'll be the last train
i'll be the last train home
hold on to love
and wait for me

i'll be the last train
i'll be the last train home






CrY
i'm not the type to get my heart broken
i'm not the type to get upset and cry
cause i never leave my heart open
never hurts me to say goodbye
relationships don't get deep to me
never got the whole on love thing
and someone can say they love me truely
but at the time it didn't mean a thing

my mind is gone i'm spinning round
and deep inside my tears i'll drown
i'm losing grip what's happening
i stray from love this is how i feel

this time was different
felt like i was just a victim
and it cut me like knife
when you walked out of my life
now i'm in this condition
and i've got all the symptoms
of a girl with a broken heart
but no matter what you'll never see me cry

did it happen when we first kissed
cause it's hurting me to let it go
maybe cause we spent so much time
and i know that's no more
i should never let you hold me baby
maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
i didn't give to you on purpose
gotta figure out how you stole my heart

my mind is gone i'm spinning round
and deep inside my tears i'll drown
i'm losing grip what's happening
i stray from love this is how i feel

this time was different
felt like i was just a victim
and it cut me like knife
when you walked out of my life
now i'm in this condition
and i've got all the symptoms
of a girl with a broken heart
but no matter what you'll never see me cry

how did i get here with you i'll never know
i never meant to let it get so personal
after all i tried to do, stay away from loving you
i'm broken hearted, i can't let you know
and i won't let it show
you won't see me cry

this time was different
felt like i was just a victim
and it cut me like knife
when you walked out of my life
now i'm in this condition
and i've got all the symptoms
of a girl with a broken heart
but no matter what you'll never see me cry

this time was different
felt like i was just a victim
and it cut me like knife
when you walked out of my life
now i'm in this condition
and i've got all the symptoms
of a girl with a broken heart
but no matter what you'll never see me cry

all my life..







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